Again i find it very strange how i stumble across my deviant art months after updating, and each time everything feels different.
Things have been going good. I've been busy adjusting to my new classes and trying what to do career-wise. I've been trying a lot of new things and discovered new topics i really enjoy and excel at. I did manage take an art class this semester but it wasn't a hands on class like i had been hoping for. It was a lecture style class and was very dull, which sucked. I haven't finished anything new in god-knows-how-long and its been eating away at me. i've re-worked a few old projects that really needed it and started some new paintings. I was very inspired by this new batman movie so i dug out some of my old comics and found some good in that. i started a giant painting in homage to the great bruce wayne.
i've really wanted to do some charcoal portraits but haven't had the time or the heart. I really let myself get discouraged easily and i hate that. I often give up before i even start. But when i actually do start something good and decent, i always get so lost in what i'm creating that i never want to go back to the real world. That used to me my process and i miss it. That used to work for me, but i can't do that now. I have obligations. i can't just disappear whenever i want anymore and i think that has been the hardest thing for me to cope with.
But today is thanksgiving. and i need to let myself have this. So hopefully with any luck i will have some updates soon.